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Satsangs and what is up in Northern California!
Now that I am just back in to blogging on the site, I find myself compelled to write even in the most tired of states. I have had an amazing time at all the satsangs thus far, with a few more to go, and find my being humbled and aware. The humility grows stronger and stronger the more I emphasize that we are all the same and I see myself in each and every one of you. Awareness is a course of action that takes over when Elijah has something he wants to share. I get to benefit in all the ways in which God has brought Elijah and all of you, who I have seen at Satsangs, read for, had healngs or mediumships with or simply just connected with in love.
I want to express that the light that is pouring through is not JEFF BAKER, rather YOU and an aspect of the source that continues to lovingly put us together in symbiosis with one another.
So this has been my schedule, we try to post as much as we can on line but Beverly and I are constantly moving around, staying connected in meditation but not always electronically. I have been working with Grief, Depression, Anxiety, ALS, CFIDS, Lymes, Cancer, Renal Failure, Fibromyalgia, Death, OCD, Chronic Pain, Adrenal Gland Failure, Diabetes one and two, Pituatary Gland Tumors, Hemoroids, Gastro Instestinal disorders, Auto Immune Disease, Hepatitas C, Herpes, and the list goes on. I have had many readings, usually six a day when not doing healing sessions, and gearing up for "THE SPREAD," which is the teaching of this modality that I begin at the end of October.
I write this all out to tell you that it has been busy. It has been heartbreaking. It has been blissful, but mostly because even though we live in a world where all this exist on a certain level, we also live in a world where nothing exist. When I say nothing, I mean the abscence of dis-ease whether it is physical, mental, spiritual or transitional. I also want to share with you that even though my schedule is busy, somehow I find this innate, wonderful, blissful feeling that propels me to write a blog about the higher work that is being done in our world. I Want to share the good news.
Inner personally for me, I struggle with wanting to help everyone that I can and knowing that I can not always. I struggle with most all human emotions, because I human, to great degress. I struggle. Inner personally I also find that I don't struggle. I don't struggle even half of what I used to in my earlier days dealing with "giftedness." I don't struggle with the fact that I am both demonized and Idolized by lots of people all around the globe.
I have peace in not knowing. This deep vast knowing that is guided by not knowing the "secret," or the answer, rather feeling the light, deep inside and letting go into the vastness that exist with or with out me. Meditation does me and not the other way around. I am lost in this insatiable trust that has been seeking to set me free infinetly!
And so it is....
With all the "spiritual vernacular," FUCK and shit and damn are also in order, as embracing it all is where I find what is to be me.
In gratitude for a life that feels soooooo right....
Love Jeffrey
P.S. I think I might have spelled everything right...good stuff!
I want to express that the light that is pouring through is not JEFF BAKER, rather YOU and an aspect of the source that continues to lovingly put us together in symbiosis with one another.
So this has been my schedule, we try to post as much as we can on line but Beverly and I are constantly moving around, staying connected in meditation but not always electronically. I have been working with Grief, Depression, Anxiety, ALS, CFIDS, Lymes, Cancer, Renal Failure, Fibromyalgia, Death, OCD, Chronic Pain, Adrenal Gland Failure, Diabetes one and two, Pituatary Gland Tumors, Hemoroids, Gastro Instestinal disorders, Auto Immune Disease, Hepatitas C, Herpes, and the list goes on. I have had many readings, usually six a day when not doing healing sessions, and gearing up for "THE SPREAD," which is the teaching of this modality that I begin at the end of October.
I write this all out to tell you that it has been busy. It has been heartbreaking. It has been blissful, but mostly because even though we live in a world where all this exist on a certain level, we also live in a world where nothing exist. When I say nothing, I mean the abscence of dis-ease whether it is physical, mental, spiritual or transitional. I also want to share with you that even though my schedule is busy, somehow I find this innate, wonderful, blissful feeling that propels me to write a blog about the higher work that is being done in our world. I Want to share the good news.
Inner personally for me, I struggle with wanting to help everyone that I can and knowing that I can not always. I struggle with most all human emotions, because I human, to great degress. I struggle. Inner personally I also find that I don't struggle. I don't struggle even half of what I used to in my earlier days dealing with "giftedness." I don't struggle with the fact that I am both demonized and Idolized by lots of people all around the globe.
I have peace in not knowing. This deep vast knowing that is guided by not knowing the "secret," or the answer, rather feeling the light, deep inside and letting go into the vastness that exist with or with out me. Meditation does me and not the other way around. I am lost in this insatiable trust that has been seeking to set me free infinetly!
And so it is....
With all the "spiritual vernacular," FUCK and shit and damn are also in order, as embracing it all is where I find what is to be me.
In gratitude for a life that feels soooooo right....
Love Jeffrey
P.S. I think I might have spelled everything right...good stuff!
States....and States!
So as you might notice the schedule is pretty full these days and it isn't showing out till December yet, but will soon as we are always a work in progress. Its too late for me to be up tonight after a three day healing, but as many of you know I get sick (willingly) after I work on a body.
There are many kinds of States to me at the moment. States of bliss and gratitude for the life I live. States where I might be found according to the schedule! States of excitement for future endeavors. States of sadness for the loss of Brett a year ago the 12th. And states of frustration with what I do for a living as well.
I find myself vacillating between all these states and feeling vulnerable and open. Its a tricky thing. I know I must remain completely vulnerable to grow but find resistance to vulnerability when I see how convoluted our world can sometimes seem.
During Satsangs I usually talk about being more open and not guarding yourself too much because I believe true empowerment comes from the state of vulnerability. I also see a lot of beings that are taken advantage of, my self included, because of this openness. So which is a bigger dilemma? That takes a lot of discernment and discretion...huh!? So here is my thought for tonight. Try it both ways! See if vulnerability leads you to more insanity or perhaps see if it leads to more inner-sanity?
In my life I have been demonized and idiolized to large degrees. Neither of those things feels correct to me. What does feel correct and right is being open to fallibity and taking responsibility for your actions. It also feels right to tell those around you that you are fallible and do take responsibility as a human being. Ah...but then we have the kunundrum of being taken advantage of...What to do? I have done both, or should say let both happen. I have admitted fallibility as a human being and taken person responsibility, and I have also been taken advantage of in big ways by many people. What have I learned?
I have learned that it does not really matter what any outcome is in life as long as you walk in the line of the higher benevolent source and keep your ears perked up and listen to the sound of the soft whisper of God's breathe. If you stay vunerable probably both things will happen to you and you will probably react in many different ways to the outcomes. But, I feel, If you can stay steady in a place of love, hold your ground or space with well intentioned acts, and discern just how far you will allow the process to unfold, you will ascend into states of consciousness that you can not even imagine.
I get happy...move on...I get sad....move on...I love....move on....I lose and move on, but with the knowing that if I stay grounded, and this is a paradox, in the depthlessness of the source, the being that I am will thrive. It will thrive endlessly! That all said, I will still tell a person no, and occasionally judge, try and guard myself and those I love dearly, and get mad that the mirror fogs after a hot shower. However, there is the voice, a calling. and I trust always that it will beckon me home.
I love you all,
Jeff Baker
P.S. This is a new site for me...I hope you like it!
There are many kinds of States to me at the moment. States of bliss and gratitude for the life I live. States where I might be found according to the schedule! States of excitement for future endeavors. States of sadness for the loss of Brett a year ago the 12th. And states of frustration with what I do for a living as well.
I find myself vacillating between all these states and feeling vulnerable and open. Its a tricky thing. I know I must remain completely vulnerable to grow but find resistance to vulnerability when I see how convoluted our world can sometimes seem.
During Satsangs I usually talk about being more open and not guarding yourself too much because I believe true empowerment comes from the state of vulnerability. I also see a lot of beings that are taken advantage of, my self included, because of this openness. So which is a bigger dilemma? That takes a lot of discernment and discretion...huh!? So here is my thought for tonight. Try it both ways! See if vulnerability leads you to more insanity or perhaps see if it leads to more inner-sanity?
In my life I have been demonized and idiolized to large degrees. Neither of those things feels correct to me. What does feel correct and right is being open to fallibity and taking responsibility for your actions. It also feels right to tell those around you that you are fallible and do take responsibility as a human being. Ah...but then we have the kunundrum of being taken advantage of...What to do? I have done both, or should say let both happen. I have admitted fallibility as a human being and taken person responsibility, and I have also been taken advantage of in big ways by many people. What have I learned?
I have learned that it does not really matter what any outcome is in life as long as you walk in the line of the higher benevolent source and keep your ears perked up and listen to the sound of the soft whisper of God's breathe. If you stay vunerable probably both things will happen to you and you will probably react in many different ways to the outcomes. But, I feel, If you can stay steady in a place of love, hold your ground or space with well intentioned acts, and discern just how far you will allow the process to unfold, you will ascend into states of consciousness that you can not even imagine.
I get happy...move on...I get sad....move on...I love....move on....I lose and move on, but with the knowing that if I stay grounded, and this is a paradox, in the depthlessness of the source, the being that I am will thrive. It will thrive endlessly! That all said, I will still tell a person no, and occasionally judge, try and guard myself and those I love dearly, and get mad that the mirror fogs after a hot shower. However, there is the voice, a calling. and I trust always that it will beckon me home.
I love you all,
Jeff Baker
P.S. This is a new site for me...I hope you like it!
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